I'm in a very odd mood at the moment. I've been feeling weird physically all day. Very jittery. Maybe it had something to do with the allergy medicine I took earlier in the day.
I had a call from an old girlfriend. I should really clarify that. It was a girl that I was infatuate with who did not return the feelings and chose instead to stomp all over my feelings. We tried dating a couple of times and she would break it off with an email or something equally as personal. She was and still is a good friend. We would occasionally go out dancing with a group at A&M. She always said she wanted me to come dance with her on the day she got married. Well she called today to say that they had a date and she wanted me to come. I will of course, but it's an odd feeling. Not sure exactly what to feel. I'm happy for them. A couple of years have given me the wisdom and experience to know that it would never work out, but you still catch yourself pondering the 'what if's. I wish them the best of luck.
On a completely unrelated note, Dezi and I are now planning on going to New Orleans the weekend before Fat Tuesday. I've always wanted to go to New Orleans. The fact that it's going to be getting some of the overlap from Mardi Gras is just a bonus. I'm nervous and anxious since I don't know what to expect. It's defiantly a 'Carpe Diem' moment.
